hmm, don't you just hate it when you really want to go out the next day but you have to ask your parents for permission? I definitely hate it so much ! Especially having to ask my father ! The evil, evil little ugly man *evils* He basically controls my social life. Like last year or 2 years ago, it was a blast! Went out alot.. *coughs* snuck out alot.. it was just the bomb digity! But since it hit 2010, my father just got really serious with education and that crap . Yes, I'm only in grade effing 10, it's like a bludge right ?! But he takes it a step higher, acutally make that a gazzilion step higher ! And have really high expectations in my school work.. But going out doesn't affect my schooling does it? HELL NO.

He doesn't understand that when you're a teenager we also need to have .. oh whats the word?.. "fun" and "freedom" and to go out with friends and have an effing social life! Gawd. I literally am an anti-social person.. no joke. But I guess it'll be over soon.. you know in about effing 3 years time LOL . this is a good time to say fml right now. . 

*sighs* Does your father ever say to you " Going out is a waste of time; it doesn't even involve any sort of education in it" ? Well guess what, MINE does. It's like the most retarded thing he has ever said ahaha. Well one of the most retarded things he's said. When you go out, you were supposed to enjoy yourself and relax .. not effing do assignments about it or calculate how fun it is going out or some crap LOL. how retarded. Imagine there was something like that . How horrible =( ..

But I think the reason why he's like that is because he never got to experience to go out with his friends back in his youth days.. he once told me when he was my age, him and his mum were separated due to the vietnam war and he had lost some of his siblings.. and got shifted to australia.. i guess he did went through alot back then.. But it doesn't mean he has to ruin my fun just cause he didn't get to have it ! I sound kinda selfish right now, but face reality .. that's all in the past now :/ . *sighs. Yet, i still have to love this old ugly man. kinda.. maybe.. LOL . I just wish sometimes he could understand how teenagers these days roll now.. it's not the same back in his old days !

Oh wells, there's always other days to go out.. well just maybe anway. Just felt like letting it all out on here haha. Just when i really wanted to see my boyfriend too =( effing miss him to bits ! and see luquiee as well ! miss you's both *sighs . 

Wells anyways, i hope you enjoy reading my little wining and complaing post.. LOL sorry for spelling/grammar mistakes.. i dont usually go back & proof read . cbf for that shiet ahah. 

Ps. Sorry for this ridiculously long post ! never knew how much i typed.. geezz. lolol