man, whats wrong with this week :/ the emotions of it is like mixed with sadness & anger. which is a disgusting combination, like .. ice cream and soy sauce. i dislike it so much :/, just wana rip my boobs open and scream T_T. ha, that something different. i think i should try that some day. .

today my good mate got kicked out of Beacon (some leader program group) cause she saved one of her so called "friend's" arse from getting into deep trouble even though it was her fault. but then the next thing you know the "friend" turns on her and backstabs? i definately absolutely hate people like that. but then again who doesn't? i mean, if you were in that situation how would you feel?.. i'm surprised my mate took it in pretty well, after receiving a huge lecture from the principal and + going through other rough patches. she's so strong ♥ *hugs

that's why people should choose their friends wisely and take your time to trust them FIRST, before friend'ing them. cause you'll never know they might turn out to be a lying, backstabbing two faced, bitch, even if they seem like the most innocent person in the world and wouldn't hurt a fly.. major bs ofcourse. because everyone, and i mean everyone will most likely definately have a bad side to them and you'd be surprise on how the person who you thought was a good friend completely changed into a different person.  And that my friend is : "showing their true selves". mother fucking bitches to be exact.

meh i cbf talkin bout any more lame crap. i think im pms'ing x__x. oh woooo. i'm worn out from this. gona catch some zzzz's and maybe tomorrow can be something positive to look forward to :D well lets hope anywaysss <_<

Goodnight readers ♥

Love Raya.